Finding a Voice

Saturday, March 15, 2008
Mpls, MN


A snapshot of a human rights celebration.

 



The cursor just sat there blinking in front of me on an empty document, only I wasn’t in front of my computer. I was visualizing my laptop whilst driving south on Highway 52 during my journey homeward. To complete the troika, I also grabbed a Kindergartener-gage marker (purple of course) and scratched random words, phrases and symbols on the notebook lodged between me and my lovely sleeping teenaged daughter. If multi-tasking should ever morph into a felony, I dare say I shall enjoy my meals from a cell in some far away Alcatraz, knowing I fought the good fight.

 

My darling daughter, of 14 years, accompanied me to the 13th Annual International Women’s Day Celebration at the Coffman Memorial Union at the U of M, Minneapolis. This inspirational congregation of thick-souled people was presented by The Advocates for Human Rights as well as the Human Rights Program at the U of M.  Myriad booths bordered the Great Hall and spilled gloriously out into the commons area, which was apropos, in that each of us there shared the common appreciation for the greatness of others, while inviting their gifts to spill upon us. To educate us. To enrich us.

 

After a long adventurous day in Minneapolis, my pinball game had just tilted. My tired mind was busy compiling and debugging sentence fragments, popping kernels of mental corn all over the floor of my brain and relentlessly reshuffling a cerebral deck of highly valuable cards. There is always a feeling I get when inspiration strikes- that of not knowing if the words that are seeping out of my thoughts at random intervals, will still be there when I finally have time to type them into a document or write them on a napkin somewhere. During childbirth, there is a well-known critical juncture where the attending medical staff tells you to stop pushing as they clear air passages, remove a misplaced umbilical cord and prepare the baby for final passage from one world to the next. But all you want to do is push in the most involuntary way. Somehow, somewhere you muster all energy within you and wait until the time is right for that final surge to bring forth something never before known. There is an element of panic, coupled with an unparalleled determination to do the job right.  That is what writing and exploring this world has become for me – new life.

 

Nearing migraine-threshold in my frantic inner-journaling, we stopped for warm food and lazy regaling in Rochester. Over pasta and iced-tea, my daughter and I thanked each other for having been each other’s partner in crime for the day’s awe-inspiring gathering. I had been reminded of my mercenary driving tactics upon our departure as we laughed together. Hey – who knew that one-ways applied to everybody…whatever!

The people we encountered at the celebration were as vibrant as the brightly colored fair trade textiles for sale in the vendor booths. I say people, as there were also some wonderful men there to champion the women in their lives. Engrossing were the dialogs and breakout sessions, so much so that at the end of both the morning and afternoon discussions, I was left with that old incredible urge to push. Knowing there was much more to ponder, I resisted the temptation to begin writing on my arm or anything else handy. I had to linger at the Rituals booth to detoxify myself and slow my spinning thoughts. Thank you, Antoinette, for bringing me back to Earth for awhile.

 

To make short work of a long day, listed below are links to each piece of literature we received. We were not able to visit with each contributor in attendance, but we certainly gave it a good go!

 

Submitted by Staff Writer